Why? Why did you do that again? Why did you come to me once again? I can bear it and you KNOW it. Your touches...your still breath on my shoulder...your warm embrace...and the most powerful thing - your kiss...
When i saw you i really didn't care. You were just a bad memory, nothing, void in my spark. And when we talked i wasn't interested at you at all. You hurt me once and i cut you out, forgot. But...when you toched me...huged me behind...when i felt your hot breath on my neck and then your phantom kiss my defence was totally ruined. My spark pulsing stopped...I died...I felt only your presence and toches. Only you stroking my skin trying to warm my lifeless frame. You did it so softly and gently as if you was afraid to scare away a wild beast. And then you said quietly: "I know everything". There was the moment the old pain took over me. I remembered each moment, each second being with you, every word, everything.
The night. I didn't want it to end. Not like that.
Damn it! Your kiss is still burning on my lips. Oh, my, i'm begging all of that was a big joke, a fling of dispair, nothing more...
I don't want to feel anymore for you..
Get away...please...