Again. The feeling is tearing me apart. No silence any more. How could I have got into trouble again? Into THE trouble!? We've met only several times, and I've understood: there was something more. How could I have done? How could I..?
My permanent loneliness grows ever louder! I can see my heart bleeding. I can feel endless hole inside. Who are you? Why are you here? In my mind! Inside! A wanna speak to you constantly, tell you everything! Wanna see your eyes staring at me! Wanna be your painkiller. Wanna be matter for you. Realy I do. And I know I am deep inside. Thank you for appearing in my life.
Now I do know I'm not THE only one...